when I'm fatally Yours
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не устань прощать
JungShan
об исчерпанной милости ману узнает по тому, как вдругпропадает крепость питья и курева, и вокруг
резко падает сопротивленье ветра, и лучший друг
избегает глядеть в глаза, и растёт испуг
от того, что всё сходит с рук.
в первый день ману празднует безнаказанность, пьёт до полного забытья,
пристает к полицейским с вопросом, что это за статья,
в третий ману не признают ни начальники, ни семья,
на шестой ему нет житья.
"ну я понял - я утратил доверие, мне теперь его возвращать.
где-то я слажал, ты рассвирепел и ну меня укрощать.
ну прекрасно, я тебя слушаю - что мне нужно пообещать?"
"да я просто устал прощать".
ману едет на север, чеканит "нет уж", выходит ночью на дикий пляж:
всё вокруг лишь грубая фальшь и ретушь, картон и пластик, плохой муляж;
мир под ним разлезается словно ветошь, шуршит и сыплется, как гуашь.
"нет, легко ты меня не сдашь.
да, я говорил, что когда б не твоя пристрастность и твой нажим, я бы стал всесилен (нас таких миллион),
я опасен, если чем одержим, и дотла ненавижу, если я уязвлён,
но я не заслужил, чтобы ты молчал со мной как с чужим, городил вокруг чёртов съёмочный павильон - не такое уж я гнильё".
"где ты, ману - а где все демоны, что орут в тебе вразнобой?
сколько надо драться, чтобы увидеть, что ты дерёшься с самим собой?
возвращайся домой
и иди по прямой до страха и через него насквозь,
и тогда ты узнаешь, как что-то тебе далось.
столько силы, ману, - и вся на то, чтобы только не выглядеть слабаком,
только не довериться никому и не позаботиться ни о ком, -
полежи покорённый в ладони берега, без оружия, голышом
и признайся с ужасом, как это хорошо.
просто - как тебе хорошо".
30 января 2013, Гокарна, Карнатака
Вера
mantrabox.livejournal.com
2/7/13
we can learn to love again
i know we can babe
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'll never stop
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh
Things you never say to me oh oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah but this is happenin')
You've been havin' real bad dreams oh oh
You used to lie so close to me oh oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh our love, our love
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I'll never stop
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
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